Over the new year, I planned on using my annual month long abstinence from gaming in January to catch up on the television shows, movies, comics and books I’d collated. Whilst visiting my family in Barking in December, I visited the local CEX and found the Haibane Renmei bluray set. I bought it as it is one of my favourite series ever. This lit a fire in me; I needed to get back on that manga train and reserve some space for retro anime and manga from the 80s and 90s. To help me compile a watch list I started to look through my old Manga Mania, Anime FX and Manga Max collections and this sent me down a rabbit-hole.

Manga Mania was an incredibly formative read for me in my early teen years as it published some great manga stories (including the entire run of Akira) whilst also talking about the wider manga and anime scene through informative articles. This was where I learned about Ghibli before it was a thing in the West as well as other series which would gain traction over time including Dragon Ball, Sailor Moon, Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop and many others.
Regular writers Helen McCarthy and Jonathan Clements were the arbiters of good taste, much like Kieron Gillen and Julian 'Jaz' Rignall were for videogames and Q magazine was for music (until that crazily overenthusiastic review of Oasis' Be Here Now which is a meh album at best). These enthusiasts spoke from experience and their longform essays became formative in my interest in Japan, turning me from a weeb to a full on Japanophile.

Manga Mania was cool but it went through a cringy phase with covers featuring badly cosplaying women and splash words that emphasised SEX! VIOLENCE! etc.... It was so edgy try-hard at a time. When I was trying to convince many people that manga wasn't all sex, violence, tentacles or mysogyny the biggest magazine on the matter was putting these key words on the cover! This was the time of lad's mags, frosted tips, 'largin' it' and Nu Metal so these were weird times indeed.

Luckily though, Manga Max came out a short while later and I appreciated its move back to the centre, more sensible ground. It was a more premium looking product and looked classy- think Edge videogames magazine rather than Games Master magazine (I loved Games Master magazine when I read it in WHSmiths so that’s not a knock but it was definitely a different vibe to Edge and has aged less well)

Looking back now, I can see where my interest in writing about my various interests comes from... It's from these magazines I consumed in my youth. I have less time now and so I only buy the 3 magazines each month, Edge (videogames), Retro Gamer (err, does was it says on the tin) and Infinity (Cult Retro Pop Culture).

I'm enjoying revisiting these various old manga magazines and am creating a list of manga and anime I will watch over the next year. I missed a lot in my youth due to lack of availability, time, constraints and generally just living my life and going out with friends to London and gigs. Now, I have a little more time set aside each evening and will watch what I missed.

I know there's so much manga and anime out there but I miss the community that existed when I was younger. This sounds incredibly hipster and gatekeepery but it's not meant to; I'm just getting older so it's hard to connect with people my age on the matter. I've joined a couple of FB groups and that's on the older animations so that's good.

There is just so much content that we are constantly moving on, very few things are allowed to bed in and become part of the zeitgeist. We had limited funds and availability and so, when my group of friends and peers would share a VHS tape it became a water-cooler conversation situation... but in the playgrounds as we were young tweens. The cost of those old VHS tapes was prohibitively high so you'd watch and rewatch those same tapes, cherishing them... even if they were a bit crap sometime (I’m looking at you Legend of the Four Kings- which my best mate at the time owned). Like the odd duff videogame you'd buy based on screenshots at the back of the cassette tape, you'd have almost a Stockholm Syndrome level of affection even though everyone knew that it was inherently rubbish

When Channel 4 started showing manga and anime late at night, it became *THE* conversation for a lot of my friends and I. We would discuss plot points, art styles, music and all that went with the show. However, with the emergence of DVDs and the Internet there wasn't a monoculture anymore. It was great for access to a wider variety of content, but it also meant we lost that sense of community. No doubt, a lot of that is due to my age; I'm 43 years old and the cool stuff now is not stuff I've seen or I'm into and I get that. Also, there's just sooo much stuff out there so where to begin? I do like going to conventions and seeing the variety of costumes and merchandise out there- there really is stuff for everybody and I’m pleased that manga has become mainstream.

I'm not decrying options but the choice paralysis that hits when you have too many options is real. With Gamepass and PS + I could have access to thousands of games but sometimes it's exhausting so I go revisit an old favourite. That's what I'm doing now with manga. I haven't got time for a 1000+ episodes of One Piece but I can spare a few hours for GTO, Death Note or Future Boy Conan.

Manga Mania was a hugely formative part of my life and, even though it's not a big a part as it used to be, it still informs much of my interests nowadays. I’ve had a blast looking through the magazines and will endeavour to keep them forevermore.

LINK- The Transportive Nature of Objects (And the Power of Mini Consoles)

LINK: Japan: My Journey to the East

LINK- The Last Guardian- Video Games As Art

LINK- Shadow of the Colossus- Book Review

LINK: Manga Exhibition at the British Museum

LINK- My One True Gaming Constant in Life- Nintendo

LINK- Akira Soundtrack Vinyl Review

LINK- The Midnight Library and the Idea That You Can’t Go Home Again