Haibane Renmei- Cult Manga Series Review (As Well As Some Reflections and Thoughts)
I recently wrote a retrospective about how manga and anime had been an integral and formative part of my youth and teenage years. It wasn't just the zeitgiesty and cult appeal of the shows, although there was plenty of that for hipster-like credibility, but it was more the way the medium made me appreciate the wider world and the innumerable questions I had about my place in it.
Sure, there were certainly existential shows like Evangelion, which deeply made me think about various aspects of faith and philosophy, but my absolute favorite anime of all time is a bit of a forgotten hidden gem—it's Haibane Renmei. This unique series offered a beautifully woven narrative that resonated with themes of redemption and self-discovery.
This particular series holds a deeply special place in my heart and always will. Discovering it, as I did in the early 2000s, felt like a true revelation during a time when I was grappling with an existential crisis—an experience common amongst many young adults suddenly thrust into the uncaring and cold job market after years of comfort and routine provided by the education system. The story and art by Yoshitoshi ABe was unlike anything else out there and the muted colour palette really stood out to me.
Rakka, a young Haibane, emerges from a cocoon in the mysterious ‘Old Home’ in the village of Glie . She has a delicate halo and, after a Cronenbergian body horror scene, sprouts small gray wings, but has no memories of her past. Named after her cocoon dream of falling, Rakka learns to navigate the strange town while following the strict rules that keep the Haibane from leaving their walled town. As time goes on, Rakka and the other Haibane worry about the mysterious disappearances of their kind on the ‘Day of Flight,’ as they know little about their fate or future. What follows over 13 episodes is a character study on community, grief and, ultimately, salvation.
The series is a complex combination of slice of life anime, mixed with some body horror and then a large sprinkling of existential questions that have always plagued us all our lives. On one hand I hate that it doesn’t get talked about as much as other series. On the other I’m glad it doesn’t because it feels like this special little piece that you have to actively seek out or just stumble upon. It’s definitely an experience and every time I revisit it I am moved by it even if I can't eloquently articulate why.
For anyone who is a Fumito Ueda fan of games like Ico, Shadow of the Colossus and The Last Guardian, I feel like they would appreciate this series because the stories are told in a similar manner in the way that they don’t tell you all the answers, you feel like you are given a tiny glimpse into a wider world with lots of lore you aren't party to. Also the music is down by the same composer, Kow Otani, and it is just phenomenal. The series also introduced me to the works of Haruki Murakami, whose Hard Boiled Wonderland apparently inspired some of its story.
The hopeful rather than nihilistic nature of the show really appeals to me - the early 00s anime ennui has not aged too well with many other series but with Haibane it is hope that has kept the show alive in my, and many others', heart. The idea to do better and be better is something that people can get behind; it makes you contemplate life and the human condition itself and that is something very special indeed in this late state capitalist hell scape we find ourselves in.
Finally, I have some thoughts about the series and wanted to share them. I have done it in a stream of consciousness way as I can’t articulate it all in a cohesive way with a though-line just yet. I am processing it and, as each year I read more and learn more, the meaning and symbolism are fluid for me:
The journey of Reka over the course of the series is touching as her self-loathing leads to her looking for redemption.
Asking for help, and recognizing that it's okay to ask for help in the first place, is something we can all struggle with. Reka embodied that struggle beautifully in the latter half of the series.
The haibane are all named after their dreams and whilst we do not know what their dreams mean I know some interpretations online see it as the method of their death or suicide; Kuu from floating in the air (jumping off a building) , Nemu from a deep sleeping (sleeping pills), Kana from floating in a river (drowning), Hikari from dazzling lights (electrocution) and Reki from small pebbles on a moonlit path (hit by a train).
The Day of Flight is when Haibane ascend or pass over. It should be a celebration but can be tragic for those left behind as they are left mourning the loss of a friend.
The crows are like psychopomps or harbingers for Rakka as they foreshadowing, signal and signal key events that occur. Whilst Rakka is depressed after Kuu's flight she is guided by a crow to the Western Wood and undergoes a transformation whilst stuck in a well. It reminds me of the story of Toru in Haruki Murakami's Wind Up Bird Chronicle, where the well acts as a physical manifestation the subconscious mind.
The Sin-bound are the Haibane who have black or dark spotted wings or who do not remember their cocoon dreams. But one who recognises their sin has no sin - this is the circle of sin as explained by the Communicator.
Rakka goes through talk therapy with the Communicator who helps her when she gets out of the well but is lost in the Western Woods.
The Bell Nut Festival is a way to commemorate the end of the year by giving thanks to those who have helped you over the year. Reki reconciles with her frenemies at the Old Warehouse but still feels alone and abandoned. She succumb to her loneliness and her quest for self-annihilation manifests in dramatic fashion but only by trusting in the power of her relationship with Rakka does she realise that she has changed the world for the better by existing within it- she is and never was alone. All she needed was to ask got help.
The fact that this anime was talking about the powers of talk therapy and Salvation years before it became mainstream blows my mind and makes me incredibly happy. It is a wise anime that only gets better with age in my humble opinion.
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